To the world, I seem like a recent college graduate struggling to make it in the world, but to the One who knows the true depths of my heart I'm right where He wants me...continually seeking Him! Oh how tiring this life can be when not fully centered on Him. Even the slightest spiritual distractions can seemingly cling to us like a parasite feeding off our failures. Oh how necessary it is for my heart to be properly disposed to He who made me and for whom I was made.
What separates normal everyday people from missionaries is not location, paycheck, or work attire; rather it is attitude, disposition, and grace. I am not here to witness history; I am here to be a witness to Christ's work in my life...I pray everyday that "He must increase; I must decrease!"